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im gEtin......

soooooooo ..........tired.......

carrYing
.........

thEZe .................buRden

oN my shOUlder..........

lalalallalaala

Dear diary
Today I saw a boy
And I wondered if he noticed me
He took my breath away
Dear diary
I can't get him off my mind
And it scares me
'Cause I've never felt this way
No one in this world
Knows me better than you do
So diary I'll confide in you
Dear diary
Today I saw a boy
As he walked by I thought he smiled at me
And I wondered
Does he know what's in my heart
I tried to smile, but I could hardly breathe
Should I tell him how I feel
Or would that scare him away
Diary, tell me what to do
Please tell me what to say
Dear diary
One touch of his hand
Now I can't wait to see that boy again
He smiled
And I thought my heart could fly
Diary, do you think that we'll be more than friends?
I've got a feeling we'll be so much more than friends

dediCate this song to all britney fans!!!!

yada yada

hmmmm

emmm...

ummm...

a nice song that must be downloaded..ahaah for me la...frankie j story of my life...

hihi

...no sound....no news...gone like a candle's flame ?

lol

yalah ya

wadever la

dun wan to tel stret no need

sien do this...

givin u chance to state wadever we did to u

give the time and place too la

soon u cant temp with my blogg..


so spil all u wan......

shessh..pyscho

wad da?

something to do..

first... again
who are u

wad did i/we did to u last year?

ur BIG clue aint a much of a hint

wad r u tryin to do anyway?

r u like mr hyde n jeykel?however u spel it

please wanna say something

say it stret and complete

dun play hangman game here.

wad da

first things first
....

may lucifer bring u down by his side...

wakkaka.

wad da hel..

i have no geng at all

who on earth u referin too

got ntg to do zit wanna make things worse

gila betul

n y u freakin chose my blog

tak virgin sudah

i can call whoever i wanna call those who reads my blog le

snopy............bitches ka...apa ka...bastards ka.

u fall in one of them if u wan too

i did no harm to anyone in sch....u wanan revenge apa benda..


wad a big clue is tad....huh

if tad person changed then good for her

im happy for her

ppl change
so wad
u juz have to give the chance
and use it to the fulest
...

wad shoved up in ur p hole anyway dude..

juz another post...

hmph...

humpty dumpty...

got ntg to do with this....

to break the surrounding.......

here's a song i dig....

mario vazquez////gallery...

God broke the mould when he made this one I know

She's breath-taking but so much more

She walks in the room, your lungs close

Making you never wanna breathe again

Her boyfriend has got so much dough

So much ice his neck and wrists frozeIs he faithful to her, hell no

But she chose to be with him, shorty

Tell me is the money worth your soul

Tell me what's the reason that you hold on

When you know that dude

Has a whole wall of them just like you

And girl you're just way too fine

Gotta be treated as one of a kind girl

Use your mind, don't be just another dime

BecauseI can't take

Seeing you with him'

Cause I know exactly what you'll be

In his gallery

Just not fair

And it's tearing me apart

You're just another priceless work of art

In his gallery

She's so confused

She knows she deserves more

Someone who will love and adore

But his money's hard to ignore

She really doesn't know what to do

Girl it's just a matter of time

Before he finds another more fine

After he's done dulling your shine

You're out the door and his through with you

Tell me is the money worth your soul

Tell me what's the reason that you hold on

When you know that dude

Has a whole wall of them just like you

And girl you're just way too fine

Gotta be treated as one of a kind girl

Use your mind, don't be just another dime

I can't take

Seeing you with him'

Cause I know exactly what you'll be

In his gallery

Just not fair

And it's tearing me apart

You're just another priceless work of art

In his gallery

You're a masterpiece,

I know that he

Can't appreciate your beauty

Don't let him cheapen you

He don't see you like I do

Beautiful not just for show

It's time that someone let you know...

I can't takeSeeing you with him'

Cause I know exactly what you'll be

In his gallery

Just not fair

And it's tearing me apart

You're just another priceless work of art

I can't take

Seeing you with him'

Cause I know exactly what you'll be

In his gallery

Just not fair

And it's tearing me apart

You're just another priceless work of art

In his gallery

In his gallery

lets seee.......dun wanna even talk bout last nite....hahaha...hmm...mr anonymous...

wad now....

i wish ur not the person i tot u are..

if yes...then let it be

now.....i never confirm it was u...

u may be another human.....someone far

or someone near..

u know wad?

i dun give a damn anymore...

u are who u are

like u said.

i thank u for the comments previously..

seeing things how they are now...

screw them....

i dun need to some human who wanna play games

human who doesnt wanna reveal the identity...too chicken perhaps...

subjective matter

what the hel.

better yet go screw urself n stop snoping me blog if u stil dun wan to clarify things...

to have this blog and i cant even say wad i wanna say makes things worse

or is it the oppos?

one thing i learn...

its either u keep it in u

or open up to ppl.

i guess my answer is obvious...

well....i'll await for wadever crap u have to say ...

n for the rest

zip it.

dun make things worse

hApy...lalalala

lalalala

a gud day perhaps?

got a present from stef!thanks stepf!!!!!!!!

i really really like it man...ahahha

its a heart shaped key chain with my and dan's name engraved on it! steph! u really made my day!ahaah! i love it man!!!!

wah if necklace i faint o

n the spot kot...too hapy!

Well..cant really see the names from here but i like it!love it!hahaha...thanks steph!

....

only snoopy snops my bloG?hahaha

then sayin ur self a snoopy la??

sunguh teramat tak malu nyer

ahahha

dun la snoop snop..

got something hhahha say it saja

i agre....some ppl are very hard to open up...

now gone the place................to do.....so..ahahah

for other human......

whoever u are...come up front and show urself who u are

things can be blurry til it is black and white...

cant be grey? wahseh tak tau

and again i got ntg to do..

dun wana think much

things get worse when u think bout it?

or just the opposite?

i shall blog again later...if i see any new add on in my comments or maybe if i have somehting to say no..

looks like i have to make this blog a "happy go lucky blog"wether its tru or not..ahahah

masks are everywhere..

pretender are al over....

ntg is wad it seems to be...

or mAYBE?

-cont-

du du du du

hmmm......again here once again....around wad 2.16 m...ahhaah stil early..early mornin..ahhaha

hmmm..juz found out ppl been snoping around lol!..ahahhaha...

like i said...had bday yesterday...yes i like my bday date..hahaah wel ano's niceer but hey i stil like mine!ahahah....

happy to get bday wishes from frens...ahhaah even more happy from those i din expect too..thanks all for the wishes...wel seems liek frenster got another use..ahahhaah

thanks to angel ting n pat for my bully!ahhaha..tau tau i wan black wor..hahahaah...hihi.....yes yes i like it...regardles wadever pat may/may not have said about me sayin stugff..hahaha...and the card juz hve to be in those colour huh.ish ish...

even more suprise at nite got bday present from house mates!ahahah...a black bit of pink siilver pencil case!hahaha..thanks humans.....really....

ahaha.....enjoy the time pass by with my notebook.my faithful notebook.ahaha.........

duno wad to blog ....ahhahahh lookin back to the posts back then...tsk tsk...rther not..ahhaha

end it here...ahahha

this post shal talk bout other stuff..ahahl

laszy wanan tink..

wanna be wory free this week...

lol....8 sept...

enahahah hmmm

ntg much ...

dun snoop at my blog!

ahahah

wel....was my bday..

yea yea hapy bday to me

................stayed in room...

ahahha
happy tho..........

thanks to those who remembered..


anony.....

wel
i duno wad to say
i dun wan to tink tonite...

this weekend
let it be worry free

...

the past present future

i know

u know

i know

tads wad ppl wil owes say

some things u can juz feel it...

and I too

do remember what u have done for me

back then...

how we were

laffing together

shoutin at each other

calling names..

those were the time

i dun wana tink of wad happened

...................
..................................

..........................................

y....

y is the one far

is the one who realise?

who reads...

but yet the rest?

as if gone with the wind...

maybe im not important..

doesnt mean anything..

yet....

the person

i

din

contact for sometimes

we tend to avoid the reality...

findin other way out....

juz to not to think of it.....

life

brings diff story

diff meaning

diff lessons

to diff people

at diff time...

Hmm...

hmmm...

u....

i tink i know

who u are...

i guessed it was you all this while

but recent comment

reassure me even more

maybe im wrong...

maybe im rite...

lets keep it to ourself...

turns out ur the one who

comments on my blog..

hmph...

how weird

by i wil thank u for the comments

all the advices....

im tired today

really tired

but i cant rest

i wanna rest

rest til i cant get up

life never stop....

when it stop

ur gone too....

til then.

hMm......dedicated to U....

hey there...

life...

huh...

im havin freakin test tomoro

and where i land?

not with books

but

with internet....

wad the fuck?

haih..,

lousy wil power


mr/miss
Anonymous.....

trust me

i wun judge whoever u are

juz tell me

there's ntg in life can shock me more at this point

juz tel me plz

juz at least tell me who u are

so i know who actually are behind all those words

juz let me know who is this person

who is kind enuf to even read my blog

plz.

much apreciated.

if i know u in real life...

and u dun wan me to know who u are?

nvm..

we can be frens here too....

where it all startin again...

frens in virtual world

then went face the mean reality

we'l go back to who we are...

so please...

dun make my life more miserable

with this

puzzle

once,

plz make something easier for me.

and before i forget my manners

thank you.

for the comment...

i dun wan to continue on today..

i feel that i have to study..

my brain says study

but my heart is somewhere else

why do something when ur heart's not in it


wanted to type something

but i forgoten...

haih..


oh yea....

doin other things juz to take my minds off stuff

in other words

avoiding.

hmm...

Anonymous

............................plz..........n...........thanks again

hope to hear from u soon....

anoTher day....

+
++
+++

landed here once again...

suprised to get a comment.....

thanks for the comment whoever u are....

but if u have something to say to me....

say with ur name...

arent u proud of ur name?

y wanna hide ur identity to me?

i can accept comment from anyone

anyone except who's hidding.

so please. if u are readin this again..

please tel me .

thank u.

life....

funny how it goes ...

haih....

sometimes i feel being alone is the best way

best way not to open to anyone

so tad no one would see me so weak inside...

love....lets talk bout love..

brief talk...

no im no pro in it...

have clasmates whose in love with each other..

happy for them...

love....

is it tru..when ur in love?

tad it can be seen tru ur facee?

tad ur face have that certain glow?

i duno....

maybe?

why not

love is a powerful thing

those who experienced it...

gud for u

for me...

neah

oh maybe yes..

has been 5 years..

i thank him for the love i have for him

dan miller

today is ur bday...

happy bday dear

u maybe far away but yet stil in my heart..

im happy today...

hapy for u dan

hapy for us....

5 years..

yet i know frens saying im stupid crazy and juz dreaming bout u

oh wel...let them think wadever they wan as they please...

i saw a guy..

yes a guy..

but he's no one.

lol

crpping again....

dan,take care wil you....

thanks.....


-love continues-

wad else.....

.
..
...
....
.....
how long has it been since i last bloged?

nOt sure toO my selF i have to Say

jUZ dun have the tiMe the eNergy to do sSo.??

haih......life..............

life oh life

treating each and everyone of us differently ...

but y is mine like tad????

there are alot more worse than me out there

but only this heart knows how much it hurts

to confront the reality in this world

to share the pain with no one

is even worse than sharing with ppl who doesnt care??

subjective matter......

really wonder wad life wil put on ur path......

ppl say wad goes around come around???

wel doesnt apply in this context or wadever

juz crapping...ignore me..

tryin not to let anymore tears come from me today.....

but cant....

seems like my emotions are owes stronger stand...

is it wrong?

to bow down to ur emotions?

is it wrong

tad u cant owes be strong inside?

i pity myself for not being strong.

silence sometimes is the best way to say it all...

but silence too is the best way to say ntg at all ...

its how u see it....

life doesnt owes go as smooth as the way u want it to be...

life teaches u to be a stronger person?

or does life just pull u down even deeper in those times where u have no one to reach out??




lIfe wont stop teachIng u ....

-to cont-